hate u

u dream her? do u hv dream me?

I so sad when i see u tell her that u dream her. so wat about me? Am I already not in ur heart? or i really make u so hate me? why?

i plan for chiritmas send u a doggie toy and candy tat u like..but seems now ..i duno ..shud i continue send u the present? or i jz save it back..i getting hate u now!!!!!

I duno wat to do now...i really so hate u..all scorpion ppl..i so hate UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

别去打扰他的心

i miss you again. from the moment i wake up..untill now..I miss you again and again..i toguth today I can beat you down so I wont think of you..but I cant...I keep tahan my tears and my sad...and i today accidentaly see a song with the name 别去打扰他的心...it so sad..I cry again..the lyris is as below :

等他的愛　幾個夏天已過完
心裡面　還記得他溫熱的臉
漫長的路　也許你也孤單
只希望　我們的心一樣的天藍
這麼深切的愛　那麼遙遠的距離
無法重來的故事　怎麼可能打動他的心
以為　只以為　我能告訴自己
讓回憶　只是回憶　別去打擾他的心

為他的愛　不顧一切的等待
心裡面　怎能輕易就說再見
漫長的路　各自找尋真愛
好希望　我們的心一樣的天藍

and i think..do u will come back for me? I duno..i wish say yes..but ur respond seems no...i....i...i...can i cry lound again???

哭不出来的苦

today when i driving back home ..i heard a song with a memorable lyric "哭不出来的苦"..that's my feeling...i wish to cry as loud as I can..but I not able to cry out anymore..duno why..

today morning..i did sms you again...sms u is abt i had chase d sick god away frm you..i never expect u will reply me with thanks..thanks for ur reply..and today i meet ur frz..i duno wat to act to them when i see them..i so scare see you...really..i scare i see u i will cry again...is better than not see you walk pass me..thanks god...

todayi finally tell my sis about our break..she tell me our relatioship just like the drama now playing in daai channel...as long as we both dare to cross over the challenge from parents evrythings gonna be all right. But i know u wont cross bcause of me. I know u are unsure abt me till now...same as I..I also unsure are you is my future..now my future is blank...let time pass we then only will knw wat we actually wan..

i hope i can cry now...cry as loud as i can and sob as loud as i can..pls let me cry..pls let me sleep well...i don't wan wake in midlle of the night..it taugther me..plsssssssss....

today morning i read a book called giving,i decide keep read on tis book..i found it gv me a strong energy that can continue my life...thanks god Im still a strong man..thanks god that I have a little bit of optimistic..and make my life easier...

the 14th days of break up...im still missing you..all the time... do you?

别在我伤口撒盐。。

just now my mum ask me...where is you? how is you? I just keep silient..then she ask me is it break up v u ...i say yes..then she ask me why? what happen...I dint tell her..i jz say nth la...it make me so sad..i though today can happily pass ..but still....remind me thk of you..

Mum, i know you care me but pls don't ask me..I duno how to tell you...I cant tell you tat their family nt accept bcoz my age...I really cant..and if I tell I duno wat will happen..pls dun ask...

I wait him come back for me..if i tell u , u will have diff perception on him u know?

I have to protect you n me...

I miss you !

I miss you. Can i tell you? I really so miss you and i saw ur sick status..is about med and med..i really wish go bside you and take care of u.At least I can by your side..make you happier.. but i know i cant...

Im so tired...the brain wanna bomb soon..i wish to sleep but cant sleep bcoz of u..i so miss you..i wish cry but tears is hiding inside my heart..and now the tears is auto drop on my face..

recently really myself is a mad person...and i playing a happy role in mylife..

Im so scare..scare of ppl leaving me, scare of lonely and scare of many many thg in life..Im tired of worry...

Can I have you? Because of you , you make me feel Im revive...

Today is the 12th day after breakup...d days is suffer.when I will get happy back?
anyone can tell me?

11.11.11-11.11am

Tomorrow is 11th NOv 2011. Today pass by ss2 there d bridal salon road..i saw couple are busy in the shop. I keep thinking when is our turn? Silly of me..still thinking of our past..nvr look forward..but i rethink and rethink again..I still wan you..

I think love a person is not need reason..i knw u sick i fb msg u ..u dint reply..i knw u dun wan gv me hope coz u cant promise happiness to me..I knw..n I und abt tis..buti duno why im still everyday thk of you..

From heavy cry until nw i wish to cry but the tears is drop in hearts..its hiding inside...i can feel it but cant show in physically...heart pain..

Today I watch a drama ..she teach me we have to be honest to ourself..be strong n always positive thinking..

Can I Be brave? Can I jz walk into ur hse tell everyone tat i love u? Can i call ur mum tat tell her how much tat i can love u?

Ans is No..it's will make u hate me bcoz of tat..may b i knw u too well or Im nt knw u well..but I knw u wan wat..but really I cant jz walk away n forgot our past..

U knw? yesday night I scare u deleted all our happy memories picture..I go download every picture tat we look sweet. Thn I thinking give wat present to you on chirtmas..am I really do too much??

I knw u keep ask me dun treat u too good..but I cant jz leave u like tis..i wish my sincere can touch you..really..i no ned exp hse..i no ned exp clothes..no ned many thg..i jz need a warm, happy with you..not more than tat..evrthg can solve if I with you.

tmr a thousand year once significant day...I wish to celebrate tis significant day v u..but i cant..nvr mnd i can hold boo boo them together..i wish next year 12.12.12 i can b with you .

柳暗花明又一村

柳暗花明又一村 : 事情会有转机.就算你遇到困境.坚持过去.就是胜利!!

Life is good , life is bad is depends on you. Sometimes you will have barrier in your life. Take it easy, the barrier will leave you soon if you have positive thinking.

Thanks for everyone who care about me. Im really appreciate that. And thanks for whos remind me all the time. Life is happy full of challenge and i have to overcome it.

Got u all my life doesnt lonely.I have to study increases my knowledge as much as I can!! =)